Homeless.

It's been a year since I left my mom's and came to stay with my aunt and uncle. I was only supposed to be here 4 months and then move to Brunswick with my father. However, a few weeks before I was supposed to leave my dad called me and told me he thought it would be better if I stayed here in Parma. And then my sister and my stepsister moved back in at my dad's. And I ended up staying here way longer than expected.

I feel like such a burden or inconvenience. I've offered to pay some rent but they won't let me. And their marriage is very rocky and my aunt was laid off of work and is currently working a job she hates. And my uncle works two jobs and never sleeps. I feel terrible being here. And I feel like I have nowhere else to go. Hence the reason I am moving to my own apartment this summer.

When my dad found out about it, all he did was put me down. "You'll be evicted. You will starve. You will spend all your savings. This is the dumbest thing you could do." But not once did he offer me a place to stay. Not once has he ever helped me to pay for anything. So what else am I supposed to do? I literally have nowhere else to go. And I can't stay here forever and bother my aunt and uncle. It isn't fair. So I'm trying to do the right thing and am just being put down for it.

I feel like I don't belong anywhere. Like I'm homeless. And it sucks.